xiaohongmei的博客

前段时间,我以为自己就已经处于人生的最低谷了,一直告诉自己可以迎来拨开云雾见青天的畅快,但是没有想到,更低谷的事情居然还在后面.

 我真是不明白,人和人为什么命运就差距那么大,即使我再努力,再好好做事情,再好好做人,我都会有更不幸的回报.苍天啊,你到底要把我弄成怎样你才肯罢休?我欠你什么了吗?那明明白白的说出来啊,为什么要如此整我?气死了!!!!

 癌症,天,这么恐怖的字眼为什么要给我,为什么要让我体会?那么多坏人你不整,你发神经来整我,你是不是吃错药了啊?

家里面的事情我会想办法解决,即使那个女人那么坏,那么无赖,我相信,事情总是会有解决的办法,不怕她的无赖,但是,你现在居然要我的健康,你是不是疯了啊?MY GOD,也许你喝醉了,我原谅你,还我健康吧!

真是想辞职,好好静养一段时间了,但是总是放不下,觉得自己钱不够,还不够买房子的首付,总是放不下,如果可以放下,那我真愿意成为一名尼姑,青灯孤影,倒是无限的自在....................

今天造成起来，刷牙、洗脸，梳头发，做饭吃，然后上班。

然后一直工作

然后现在不知道干嘛，所以这里无聊写几个字，谢谢博客

the movie called sheinoke,i have seen. that a good movie, but i suggest don't see it when you eating . in that movie ,the actress said "where is the kindom "" long long away "

we tell ourselves the happyniess is in the long long away, in order to every body never lose hope,but i think ,maybe the happy is near by you ,we are looking for this ,

these days i aways thinking thinking ,i want to throw away this dairy. after consideration i decide use this train my writing english. my teacher told me write thinking in net and let others see it's a green kids play. so i think i'm a adult ,i need to change. i can use it exercise my english level.haha.maybe i aways make mistakes i hope my friend can tell me,i thank for this.

then ,at now ,i want to write something ,the most favorite of mine about women star  is ying cai er,:) and zhao yazhi;the man star i like is zhou runfa. i don't have the most hate one. because i never think about it.

i like listen to music, see moive,but i don't like loud music sometimes. thinking but not do is my fault.

today ,i learn many chines food 's english name ,such as ,"ma po dou fu in english we called it spciy hot bean curd,mahua we called hemp flowers"that's fine .

i'm waiting for a change ,and have true love ,live happy life never bother about the money.i hope someday it can come true,not long not long